Wet Spots

Air langit perlahan turun. Senandung angin saling berbisik menghias relung kalbu. Tampak biru dan kelabu. Sesuatu yang pecah dan menebarkan bau basah. Namun menghangatkan jiwa sang buah insan.

Entah apa yang sedang gue rasa sekarang ini. Gue sendiri benar-benar engga ngerti. Sepertinya gue sedang tidak kreatif. Gue hanya mengikuti semilir angin, guguran daun, deburan ombak dan rintikan hujan. Namun sayangnya setelah air langit itu jatuh ternyata dia mengalir ke tempat yang salah. Boleh jadi mungkin titik basah itu harusnya tidak mengalir, tapi meresap ke dalam tanah. Dan dapat menghidupi meski hanya setangkai kuncup dandelion.



This is one of my favorite song, can makes me fly.
"What a Wonderful World". :))

"Hidup itu indah!"
"Hidup itu indah?"
"Ya benar!"
"Ah, hhaha.. Kau benar. Lucu sekali"

I see trees of green, red roses too
I see them bloom for me and you
And I think to myself what a wonderful world.

I see skies of blue and clouds of white
The bright blessed day, the dark sacred night
And I think to myself what a wonderful world.

The colors of the rainbow so pretty in the sky
Are also on the faces of people going by
I see friends shaking hands saying how do you do
They're really saying I love you.

I hear babies crying, I watch them grow
They'll learn much more than I'll never know
And I think to myself what a wonderful world
Yes I think to myself what a wonderful world

What a wonderful world! :))

Secret Of My Heart

"Donna kotoba ni kaete kimi ni tsutaerareru darou. Arekara ikutsumo no kisetsu ga. Toorisugita keredo itsumo soba de waratteru. Watashi nimo ienai koto ga mada hitotsu dake aru. Secret of my heart utagattemo nai ne. Itsu datte sukoshi no mirai ga areba. Shinjitsu wa te ni irerareru hazu. I can't say mou sukoshi dake. I'm waiting for a chance. Konna odayaka na toki motto tsunagatteitai. Subete o miseru no ga kowakute. Sukoshi hanarete aruku kimi no yokogao ga nazeka. Kowaresou de mamoritai motto chikazukitai yo. Secret of my heart wakattekureru yo ne. Dare datte nigetai toki mo aru kedo. Soredake ja nanimo hajimaranai. I can't say kitto kanarazu. I'm calling for a chance. Can I tell the truth? Sono kotoba iezu karamawari suru kuchibiru ni. Feel in my heart kakusenai kore ijou. 'Cause I love you. I will be with you. Wherever you are. Can you feel my heart? Can you feel my heart? Can't you see, you're my dream ushinaitakunai yo. Taisetsu na kimi to sugosu kono jikan. Akirameru kurai nara shinjite. I just wanna say mou mayowanai. Can't you see, you're my dream donna tsukurimono mo. Kantan ni kowareteshimau hi ga kuru. Dakedo mata itsumademo kawaranai. Secret of my heart Our future is forever."

if I were to change the words I say to you, do you suppose they would reach you? Since that time, many seasons have passed. But even though I always smiled at your side. There is still one thing I can't say.

Secret of my Heart, I have no doubt. If there will ever be a little bit of tomorrow. The truth ought to be placed in our hands. I can't say, just a little more. I'm waiting for a chance.

In this peaceful time, I want to connect a little more. I'm afraid to show you my soul. For a while, I walk apart from you, but why is it that your face. Looks about to break? I want to protect you, I want to be close to you.

Secret of my Heart, you understand, right? Everyone feels like they want to escape sometimes. But if that's all we do, then nothing can begin. I can't say, but surely, absolutely. I'm calling for a chance.

Can I tell the truth? These words I cannot speak hover around my lips. Feel in my Heart, I just can't hide any more than this, 'Cause I love you...

I will be with you
Wherever you are
Can you feel my heart?
Can you feel my heart?

Can't you see you're my Dream? I can't bear to lose. This precious time I have spent with you. When you feel ready to give up, just believe. I just wanna say, I'm not lost anymore. Can't you see you're my Dream? there will come a day. When all the lies will easily be broken apart and yet, things will never change. Secret of my Heart, Our future is forever...

:))

The End Of an Old Story

Still remember about Pen and Pencil? Um, that's my story. No! exactly just my old story.

How's it going? Still continues or ,,, ?

asked my friend. Maybe She is the one who knows, and she makes me to write this.

OK guys! Now I want to tell, that there is not story about Pen and Pencil any more. That story had ended. THE END.

The end of Pen and Pencil. Have long time I want it. The story was too hurt for me. But before, I could not delete it, so difficult. I just could save, save, and save it on the paper. Pen was very meaningful for me. The first person that made me insomnia. The first person that made my days confused. The first person that made me look ridiculous and the first person that made me cry! Really I can not forget it.

The sentence which I said,

“Can you feel my heart?”

You are so kind. But however, I can not feel your kindness. Of course because the distance between us. The distance that can not be seen by you, me and the other people. I didn't know what did you feel or may be did you feel what I feel? Then create a wall between us? Both of us didn't give hope each other. But we know, ourselves want that hope.

And how about now? After I tried to continue to achieve, but still not successfully. I had stand alone, but you still didn't look back. And finally I decided to remove all because it was too hurt. Then suddenly you come back. Come back at the wrong moment.

Of course I want you to come back, but not this moment. I have written a lot of about you. And now, I just want to erase it. I can see you clearly, but my heart can't anymore.

Really I don't hate him. I just hate our story but not him . I hate "Pen and Pencil". I don't want it repeated. “Pen and Pencil” is my nightmare.

"Pencil and Eraser" this is my dream. Not "Pen and Pencil". I just want to change my story, our story. So I let you go. I'll set you free. And I hope someday there is a person that can be an eraser for me. And I will become an eraser too for him.

The last sentence from me,

"Thanks, nice have to know you! See yea!"

:))

Decide to Post My Report Text

Confuse, confuse and confuse! Oh gosh! too much that I feel. I don't know how to share these, but I really want. Yeah my mood is not good, but I can not write everything. It's too long and too hurt. And of course because my busy time, a lot of task from school.

Because I don't know what will to write, so I decide to post my English task. Just to keep writing. Nghaha.. a silly girl x))

This is my Report Text "Seasons In Our Country"

Every place in the world has seasons. But kind and sum of the season are different in one place with the other place. For example, the countries that in cold climates, like Japan, Italy and USA have four seasons. They are spring, summer, autumn and winter. This is of course different with the countries in tropical climates. Indonesia is located in the equator, automatic is a tropical country that just has two seasons, rainy season and dry season.

in Indonesia, rainy season happen from Oct to march. It is because at that moment, West Munson Wind that blow from North Northwest contain a lot of steam water. So, Indonesia which passed by the wind, has a high rainfall

And dry season, happen from April to September. Because at that moment, East Munson Wind blow from South southeast, contain little of moisture. So in this season rarely rains. Even in some area, this condition causing drought and water crisis

And one more season that really influential in Indonesia, transition season or 'Pancaroba'. 'Pancaroba' is transition between two seasons. Rainy season and dry season usually occurs in April and May. Or between dry season and rainy season occurs in Oct and December. In this season, weather will often change. the high frequency of storms, very heavy rain accompanied by thunder, and wind blowing. beside that people must be careful because in this season many spread the disease.

D.F

More Practice With Bloging

Oh no!
Do you know? My English is not good enough. That is one of problems that I have. Especially for my study in school. Because my school is an international senior high school, so the student must have good speak in English. And how about me? Yeah I think I don't speak English smoothly. If my teacher ask to me in English, so I have to answer with English too, but I don't know why, my mouth was so difficult to open. Whereas I had got the answer in my head, but It is too difficult to said.

Now I'm going to the second grade in senior high school. Moreover I'm going to the science class. And all of the science lesson will use English. Yes or no, I have to raise my English speaking. I have a lot of friend that have good speaking in English. Sometime I feel jealous with them. But how? I don't take an English course. So my English is not better than my friends.

Did I give up? Yes, I have thought like that. But I really said thanks to my friend that gave me the spirit. She is also the same as me; have not well enough in speaking English. So we make a deal. We will use English for our conversation. At the first time, of course it is so funny. We just keep silent. Confused what will be discussed. And at the moment even we laugh each other.

Step by step, we start to make conversation. Whatever. We speak English each other. Although there were some mistakes, but we ignored it. Just for to be nerve to speak English. We talked about our teacher that we dislike, about the tasks, about our friends and about our favorite singer, Christian Bautista etc.

I know that English is an important language, but however I don't like it. May be I have got trauma with English. I'm sorry can not share it, but that moments really make me uncomfortable and depressed. So, I prefer Italiano.

I have got dream, one day I can go to Italy and learn the language there. That is my biggest dream! And I hope it isn't just a dream. I love Italy! Of course after Indonesia. lol xD. Oh gosh! Maybe I too nerve to dream.

It is my second posting which use English. Why? Whereas last, I say dislike with English. Yes Of course because my biggest dream! xD I realize, how I can learn Italian if my English is not good? How I can go to Italy if I can not speak English? Oh gosh!

Because that, I write this. Maybe I make a lot of mistakes. But what can I do? Because I’m an Indonesian that don't have English proficiency naturally. Because I don't take any English course. And because my friend doesn't with me again, so I just can more practice my English with writing. From this moment, I start to writing with English. Yeah good luck for me!! xD

Life is Like a Piano

Hahhh....!!
engga kerasa liburan gue yang dua minggu tinggal menghitung hari.
Selama itu gue full stay at home!!! Tapi engga masalah sih, gue tetep senang. Gue benar-beanr anak rumahan sejati.

Seperti yang pernah gue bilang, so selama liburan gue capcus writing. Gue lagi proyek bikin novel. Hualah! gaya ajah. Haha... Sejauh ini gue baru nulis empat bab. Itu juga gue hasilin dengan susah payah. Masih dengan masalah yang sama yaitu abank-abank gue yang jahil minta ampun! Gue sampe harus ngumpet-ngumpet buat nulis di buku tulis. Kalau abank gue dateng, gue langsung tutup buku. Terus kalau gue tidur, bukunya gue taruh di bawah bantal. Yang lebih parah kalau ceritanya mau gue ketik. Abank-abank gue udah berdiri aja di belakang nontonin gue yang duduk di depan computer kaya nunggu antrian. Aghh..!! mengganggu privasi.

Oh iya, sekarang saat ini juga gue posting, gue lagi sendirian di rumah, jadi bisa bebas. Horeee!!

Gara-gara sering baca novel, gue jadi kepingin nulis novel. Proyek penulisan novel gue masih dengan cerita yang udah gue posting dengan judul "My Teddy Bear In Roma". Tapi mungkin ada yang sedikit dirubah. Mm.. judulnya juga kayaknya bakalan gue rubah deh. Judul yang gue rasa tepat sekarang yaitu "Whatever Will be Will Be"

Gue mau kasih bocoran deh tentang ceritanya. Mungkin dari judulnya aja udah bisa ketebak kali. Binggo! Novel gue bercerita tentang gadis Indonesia bernama Sisildira yang pergi ke Italia tapi entah apa tujuannya. Dia tidak mengikuti kata hatinya. So, dia pergi ke Italia untuk menjadi orang lain yang tentunya sangat Ia sayangi. Dia mengabaikan impian-impian awalnya demi mewujudkan mimpi orang itu. Akhirnya ia bertemu dengan Rakheil pria Italia yang mampu mengisi hari-harinya. Rakheil juga membuat jantung Sisil berdebar dua kali lebih cepat ketika berada di dekatnya. Dan tanpa sadar Rakheil kini menjadi impiannya. Namun sayangnya, Sisil masih merasa ragu. Ia tetap bertahan meski hatinya sudah menejerit. Hingga akhirnya kejadian masa lalu itu terbongkar dan justru menyakiti orang yang kini ada di dekatnya hingga ia harus rela bahwa orang itu tidak akan lagi memanggil namanya. Dan setelah itu semua terjadi, Sisil tersadar sepertinya ia telah terlambat mengambil pilihan.

Hohoho.... gimana? Setelah kepala gue jungkir balik, akhirnya gue menemukan alur cerita di atas. Bodo amat ahh, yang penting jdi dulu. Yaa semoga cepat terselesaikan meski hari-hari di depan bakal penuh dengan hiruk pikuk suasana kelas baru.. Jengjeng!! Doa in aja cepet kelar deh.!!

Satu lagi yang sepertinya msih mengganjal. Yup! judul posting ini. Setelah dibaca-baca.... kok engga nyambung yaaa??!!

Haha.. iya sih engga nyambung. Jujur, selama gue proses menulis, akhirnya gue dapat mengerti apa itu hidup. Awalnya gue mau jadiin bahan buat novel gue, tapi malah gue sendiri yang terhipnotis dengan pikirang gue yang tiba-tiba aja mengatakan "Life Is Like a Piano".
Ya memang benar. Hidup itu bagaikan piano. Mungkin ada yang masih bingung dengan definisi gue tentang hidup. Tapi kalau kita cermati dalam-dalam, definisi gue itu emang benar. Sayang banget gue engga bisa menjelaskannya lebih dalam di blog ini karena masih menjadi privasi gue sendiri :))