How's it going? Still continues or ,,, ?
asked my friend. Maybe She is the one who knows, and she makes me to write this.
OK guys! Now I want to tell, that there is not story about Pen and Pencil any more. That story had ended. THE END.
The end of Pen and Pencil. Have long time I want it. The story was too hurt for me. But before, I could not delete it, so difficult. I just could save, save, and save it on the paper. Pen was very meaningful for me. The first person that made me insomnia. The first person that made my days confused. The first person that made me look ridiculous and the first person that made me cry! Really I can not forget it.
The sentence which I said,
“Can you feel my heart?”
You are so kind. But however, I can not feel your kindness. Of course because the distance between us. The distance that can not be seen by you, me and the other people. I didn't know what did you feel or may be did you feel what I feel? Then create a wall between us? Both of us didn't give hope each other. But we know, ourselves want that hope.
And how about now? After I tried to continue to achieve, but still not successfully. I had stand alone, but you still didn't look back. And finally I decided to remove all because it was too hurt. Then suddenly you come back. Come back at the wrong moment.
Of course I want you to come back, but not this moment. I have written a lot of about you. And now, I just want to erase it. I can see you clearly, but my heart can't anymore.
Really I don't hate him. I just hate our story but not him . I hate "Pen and Pencil". I don't want it repeated. “Pen and Pencil” is my nightmare.
"Pencil and Eraser" this is my dream. Not "Pen and Pencil". I just want to change my story, our story. So I let you go. I'll set you free. And I hope someday there is a person that can be an eraser for me. And I will become an eraser too for him.
The last sentence from me,
"Thanks, nice have to know you! See yea!"
:))
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